Relationships...To Be or Not to Be

What is it that drives me to want to be in another relationship? I just ended a three year relationship several months ago so why be so anxious? My friends tell me that I need alone time and I need to enjoy being single for a while. I agree with them but I still have this nagging feeling. I think I'm an attention whore and crave the undivided attention of the opposite sex. I just miss the feeling of being able to lay on the couch with somebody I genuiely care about and not say a thing and be content. Thats not something I can get from just going out with random women I find attractive.

I also love the idea of being in love and the process it takes to fall in love. I want to just have someone who I can put on a pedstal and treat like a queen. Someone who I can send flowers to for no reason. Someone I can surprise while they are at work and take them out for lunch. I miss being able to do things like that.

Well I'm not a big advocate of the "Everything happens for a reason." saying but I think maybe I really need alone time as hard as that may be for me. I need it so I can see what I truly want in a significant other.



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