The Search for Perfection...Found and Lost

I think I might have a problem or it might not be a problem at all. I'm ready to find the woman I am going to spend the rest of my life with. Yet I'm not willing to settle. I want her to be absolutely perfect in my eyes. I have a list in my head of how I want her to be. Honestly why should anyone have to settle for anything other than what they view as perfection? I recently broke up with a woman I had been dating for three years because she was not what I was looking for...though she is the prototype. Often people tell me that this perfection that I wish to find in a woman is none existant. They tell me that everyone will possess some type of fault or imperfection... I of course disagree.

Found:
I recently reacquainted myself with a woman I used to attend high school with...we were a couple of years apart so we never really talked in high school. We've recently been out on a couple of dates and I have become drawn to her. So far she possesses every trait that I look for in a woman. She is classy but not to the point to where she doesn't know how to have a good time. She is confident in herself...that alone is an highly attractive trait. She knows she is gorgeous but she is not arrogant. She has high goals and ambitions. She knows what she wants out of life. I could write in great lengths on the desirable traits she possesses. I am completely captivated by this woman. The only thing left would be to see how she treats her signifcant other.

Lost:
We've only been able to enjoy each others company for a few weeks. She is leaving the country with her family in a couple of weeks. When she gets back to the states she will be going to school in another city that is three hours away. Our short time together doesn't allow us to build some kind of feasibly working long distance relationship. I don't even know how she feels about me. We've never talked about any type of long term relationship....because we've only been on two dates. I don't know what to do. I believe I have found perfection but this perfection may be unattainable.